annoyance

annoyance 烦恼 (Fánnǎo) - an unpleasant mental state that is characterized by such effects as irritation and distraction from one's conscious thinking. It can lead to emotions such as frustration and anger.


actually don't think the chinese words describe the whole gist of annoyance but who cares rite?

well, i can say i am annoyed by a few things lately. last night at my mum and aunt for saying they don't want to eat lunch. if they would have said earlier, i would have made the trip to visit my other aunts. but now that they don't want to have lunch so means i did not get to see my aunts who came from afar.

then i am annoyed at my partner for not doing work. saying sorry the first few times is ok but after that it just gets annoying. no work no pay. then no point complaining about no money. yah... i am no better off cos i do procrastinate maximum. but this is kind of not acceptable. and i am super annoyed! sigh! but working as partners and as best friends too, gotta give and take i guess. what i can do is to do it myself, can't count on people to do it. even when i was away, she was not really on top of things following up. i get the fact that suddenly it could be too many things to follow up but it's just 5-6 things that needs to be done so just do it! how hard can it be? so now, i just rant and rant then it's back to business...

i am just annoyed today!

family problems

family 家庭 - In human context, a family (from Latin: familiare) is an exclusive group of people who share a close relationship —a unit typically (or "traditionally") composed of a mated couple and their dependent children (procreation) in co-residence.



my mum and my aunt is here from up north. apparently, there is an emergency in the family. i learnt that my grand-aunt has bipolar disorder. i have heard of it the term in one of the American series and did not think that it would be this serious.

on top of that, my aunts and uncle (2 daughters and 1 son) is not making the situation any better. no one is a perfect son or daughter but the basic stuff should do and do it out of your heart. but then again, based on level in the family i am still consider low so no say.

it's quite disheartening to see people treat their parents so bad. yah i admit, i don't want my parents to live with me but that doesn't mean i won't bother about them or take them out for dinner or talk to them. i hope that things will get better for my grand-aunt. like my aunt say sweet beginnings (for she had people taking care of her) to bitter endings (cos it would seem that now her kids don't want to take care of her) for her.

on top of that, i heard the ultimate news. apparently my cousin has not been attending college for 1 1/2 years. which means he cannot complete his degree. sigh i hope it will get better for him.

weather forecast: sunny

prince charming 白马王子 - he is the prince who comes to rescue of the damsel in distress, and stereotypically, must engage in a quest to liberate her from an evil spell.

have you ever wonder what happen to prince charming or sleeping beauty that you heard about when you were younger during bedtime story? well, i wont say they don't exist. depends on what is your definition of a 白马王子.

in this modern day fairytale, a 白马王子 can be that round looking guy who holds the door open for you or text you to see if you are home safe. he could be that tall balding guy with a comic look who patiently waits while you shop. afterall, i guess you can say those guys did rescue you from a certain situation at that point of time.

then again, i don't think we do need much rescuing nowadays. i think if a guy respects you, treasures you, cares about you, loves you for who you are no matter what then he is the 白马王子.

reality aside, of cos...every 白马王子 a girl dream of would be a guy who does the rescuing but yet manage to do it charmingly and romantically and manage to look yummy at the same time. a girl can dream right? my 白马王子 i s this dimple guy on the left.

at the end of the day, who said someday my 白马王子 won't come? just that he won't be riding on a horse and look good doing it. instead he probably be trying to hold on for his dear life.

weather forecast: drizzle

drowning 踩水 - To kill by submerging and suffocating in water or another liquid

其实我不知道我自己在做什么。我只是觉得好像我淹死。怎么我还只是踩水，不浮动？我是不够努吗？它必须是。我要加倍努力，如果没有我一定会被淹死...

weather forecast: drizzle

world cup / 世界杯 - 4 year once football championship


lately everything is about world cup - who kicked who's ass in the world today or yesterday. well, i have not been following at all. i just hear and perhaps give some comments here and there but otherwise no interested, don't know why. then again, if you can't beat them, join them so 南非世界杯，我终于决定支持阿根廷！

anyway, currently the only thing in my mind is money. and mine is running extremely low. if i don't get some soon, i probably need to be begging for some soon.

keep fingers cross and pray to god big time!

weather forecast: beautiful sunshine

Bali 巴厘岛 - an Indonesian island located in the westernmost end of the Lesser Sunda Islands, lying between Java to the west and Lombok to the east.


recently went for a break full of sun, surf and sea. most of the days when i wake up, all i need to think of is whether or not it is sunny outside so i can take my morning swim or a morning tan.

this time around i did two more activity that i have not done before - a bike tour that passes through a few local villages and paragliding which is pretty pricey but something i have been wanting to do for the longest time. other than that, its pretty much - wake, eat, chill, swim, tan, walk, drink, party (once! getting old already) and sleep.

heaven! i hope i can do this again very soon. check out the eye candies...yummy!

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