minority

fake (假) - a person who makes deceitful pretenses

being someone's friend, there is no obligations attach to it. but if you are someone's best friend and your best friend is in need of a shoulder to lean on, you be there. by hook or crook. but no, my guy's so called best friend doesn't do that yet my guy seems to think its okay. not asking my guy to not help him when he needs help but wake up and smell the roses dude... your best friend is such a crappy friend.

of cos, these people run in the same crowd and i am still an idiot. we go out with them for drinks. on good days which lasted over a month, things are good. but on bad days, they don't bother to call you or if you do call, they don't bother to ask you or make it so secretive that it is obvious. my guy call me sensitive but i am good at guessing and i do have a good intuition.

these are people whom i always thought are friends but yet they still treat me like shit. my guy said no it's like shit and he doesn't care. i maintain that it's like shit cos real friends don't care if you are a bitch, instead they tell you that you are a bitch and still continue to drink with you. just cos they probably don't like certain things about me for certain days, then it is what it is. then again, they are pretty hypocrite themselves so they should check themselves out in the mirror. no one is perfect. end of the day, i am minority so majority wins!

sigh...whatever the thing is, i am still an idiot! sigh....

something more



I lie awake again
my bodies feeling paralysed.
i cant remember when
I didnt live through this disguise.
The words you said to me,
they couldnt set me free.
Im stuck here in this life i didnt ask for.

There must be something more,
do we know what we're fighting for?
breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out.
And all these masks we wore,
we never knew what we had in store,
breathe in breathe out,
breathe in breathe out.

The storm is rolling in,
the thunders loud,
it hurts my ears.
Im paying for my sins,
and its gunna rain for years and years.
I fooled everyone, and now what will i become?
i have to start this over,
i have to start this over.

There must be something more,
do we know what we're fighting for?
breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out.
And all these masks we wore,
we never knew what we had in store,
breathe in breathe out,
breathe in breathe out.

I fooled everyone now what will i become?
i have to start this over
i have to start this over.

There must be something more,
do we know what we're fighting for?
breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out.
And all these masks we wore,
we never knew what we had in store,
breathe in breathe out,
breathe in breathe out.

too much

think 想 (xiang) - A way of reasoning; judgment:


i definitely think too much. think and then analyze and i end up hurting. i need to stop caring.