inevitable.reality

I know we don't have that long to be together, but when you're lonely, just remember I'm under the same stars as you.

underneath the stars, they told me i was crazy. i dreamt the sky radiated blue but the doctors have cleared me and said it was just a case of too much missing you.

"If you love two persons, select the second; Because you will not love someone else if you truly love the first"

"there are those who do not believe that a single soul born in heaven can split into twin spirits and shoot like falling stars to earth where over oceans and continents their magnetic forces will finally unite them back into one. but how else to explain love at first sight?"

the feeling of longing, solitude, loneliness and that one person who alone can define those words to you with amazing clarity. that's who I am looking for.

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changin
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waitin
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself
from myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong

And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
a better woman to myself
to myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

fuck it. you throw a dart at a map, we'll go there and start new. somewhere else in the world that's not here. somewhere where we haven't said things to each other that we can't unsay and done things which we can't undo. there we can say new things. we can do new things. and those things we say and do will be more important than the old things. let's leave. please. LEAVE WITH ME.

detached : showing lack of emotional involvement; being or feeling set or kept apart from others; no longer connected or joined; used of buildings; standing apart from others; not fixed in position

nade. zilch. nothing. 빈 (bin).

No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

as you know, I'm not good at goodbyes but I guess that's what this is, a real one this time, cause as much as I thought I wanted us to be together, I guess what I want more is to be one of those people who lives every moment of his life without indecision and without regrets, someone who dares to disturb the universe without a thought to the consequences, and you're not one of those people, at least not yet. maybe you'll prove me wrong about that one day, hope you do, but who knows? maybe people can't change. maybe we're doomed to repeat the same mistakes over & over again, no matter how hard we try. I always hope for a happy ending, how crazy is that? take care of yourself.

I’m afraid of not having enough time, not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or even to be understood myself. I’m afraid of quick judgments and mistakes that everybody makes - you can’t fix them without time.

everyone has a certain part of their life where they truly wish they could freeze time, whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come; whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop, the world would stop turning and people would stop changing. because to them, at that time, everything was perfect.

do you know what it means to be an adult?
it means there are less things to laugh about.

my fingertips are holding onto the cracks of our foundation, and I know I should let go, but I can't.