loneliness: a feeling in which people experience a strong sense of emptiness and solitude.
actually i am a princess behind all my fierce facade, wanting to get approval and wanting to be loved by everyone. i am insecure. whatever shit people give, i pretend to i don't take shit. but in the end i just swallow it because i am afraid, i am afraid that if i don't take it all in, i will be the only one sitting there.
fear is a strong feeling, loneliness is even worse...it doesn't kill you, it eats you alive slowly but surely.
some have said that i am hateful. if i am such a hateful person, then why let me have a conscience? why not let me be a bitch through and through...it would be much easier then. either you love me or you hate me. but no, i hate but i want to be loved.
so perhaps i have reached a stage where i don't want to pretend no more. i just want to be me.
actually i am a princess behind all my fierce facade, wanting to get approval and wanting to be loved by everyone. i am insecure. whatever shit people give, i pretend to i don't take shit. but in the end i just swallow it because i am afraid, i am afraid that if i don't take it all in, i will be the only one sitting there.
fear is a strong feeling, loneliness is even worse...it doesn't kill you, it eats you alive slowly but surely.
some have said that i am hateful. if i am such a hateful person, then why let me have a conscience? why not let me be a bitch through and through...it would be much easier then. either you love me or you hate me. but no, i hate but i want to be loved.
so perhaps i have reached a stage where i don't want to pretend no more. i just want to be me.
