mood; 心情 (xingqing); 기분 (gibun): a mood is a relatively long lasting emotional state. Moods differ from emotions in that they are less specific, less intense, and less likely to be triggered by a particular stimulus or event.
the days seem to be constantly gloomy with drops of tears falling from the sky as if the gods are crying. thunder and lightning sometime ensue and i don't know why but i seem to have gotten to love this gloom. maybe because of my constant gloom mood or gloom life, but i do love the gloom.
my mood has been sombre for the past couple of months. many things have changed. people have change or maybe they haven't but i have changed thats for sure.
there is one change i have yet to make. a change that could literally (well maybe not that dramatic) change my life. not a minor one but a major one. am i ready for that change? or shall i fix what is tainted and don't change what's not broken? i don't know but i know i am scared of that change. my gal pal told me perhaps its that surroundings that make me feel this way and that i should settle down and see whether i should make the change or not.