minority

fake (假) - a person who makes deceitful pretenses

being someone's friend, there is no obligations attach to it. but if you are someone's best friend and your best friend is in need of a shoulder to lean on, you be there. by hook or crook. but no, my guy's so called best friend doesn't do that yet my guy seems to think its okay. not asking my guy to not help him when he needs help but wake up and smell the roses dude... your best friend is such a crappy friend.

of cos, these people run in the same crowd and i am still an idiot. we go out with them for drinks. on good days which lasted over a month, things are good. but on bad days, they don't bother to call you or if you do call, they don't bother to ask you or make it so secretive that it is obvious. my guy call me sensitive but i am good at guessing and i do have a good intuition.

these are people whom i always thought are friends but yet they still treat me like shit. my guy said no it's like shit and he doesn't care. i maintain that it's like shit cos real friends don't care if you are a bitch, instead they tell you that you are a bitch and still continue to drink with you. just cos they probably don't like certain things about me for certain days, then it is what it is. then again, they are pretty hypocrite themselves so they should check themselves out in the mirror. no one is perfect. end of the day, i am minority so majority wins!

sigh...whatever the thing is, i am still an idiot! sigh....

something more



I lie awake again
my bodies feeling paralysed.
i cant remember when
I didnt live through this disguise.
The words you said to me,
they couldnt set me free.
Im stuck here in this life i didnt ask for.

There must be something more,
do we know what we're fighting for?
breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out.
And all these masks we wore,
we never knew what we had in store,
breathe in breathe out,
breathe in breathe out.

The storm is rolling in,
the thunders loud,
it hurts my ears.
Im paying for my sins,
and its gunna rain for years and years.
I fooled everyone, and now what will i become?
i have to start this over,
i have to start this over.

There must be something more,
do we know what we're fighting for?
breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out.
And all these masks we wore,
we never knew what we had in store,
breathe in breathe out,
breathe in breathe out.

I fooled everyone now what will i become?
i have to start this over
i have to start this over.

There must be something more,
do we know what we're fighting for?
breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out.
And all these masks we wore,
we never knew what we had in store,
breathe in breathe out,
breathe in breathe out.

too much

think 想 (xiang) - A way of reasoning; judgment:


i definitely think too much. think and then analyze and i end up hurting. i need to stop caring.

man's best friend

dog 狗 (gou) 개 (gae) - is a domesticated form of the gray wolf, a member of the Canidae family of the order Carnivora. The term is used for both feral and pet varieties.

















The average dog is a nicer person than the average person.

I always like a dog so long as he isn't spelled backward.

The dog wags his tail, not for you, but for your bread.

A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than you love yourself.

There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face.





frustration

perseverance 毅力（yi li) - steady persistence in a course of action, a purpose, a state, etc., esp. in spite of difficulties, obstacles, or discouragement.

今天我很不开心， 因为人生的路不是那么容易。 有时候我却的很累，不要在走这掉路。

但我也不想放弃！我以定要有毅力！这掉路我会一步一步的慢慢走，直到我到达终点。 我以定可以的！加由加由！

if for someone who doesn't know much about writing in chinese can write out a whole paragraph, that's perseverance. but of cos, i had help from the dictionary and google translator...hehehe

sorry is not a hard word to say


no words definition this time because i was reading back my old post and saw that i was annoyed with my best friend. it was a bad day and i was being a bad ME. there are bad days and you say or feel bad things so what i want to say is that i may be a bitch at times but I LOVE YOU GIRL!!! HUG!!!! anyways, being good is SO overrated ;)

weather forecast: sunny bunny

3:10 PM posted just me
relieved 安心 (an xin) - to free from need, poverty, etc. (many explanation for this word but however, i am going with the one which best describes my current situation)

well, it's not 100% but at least something is happening. but for now i can breathe a short sigh of relief. things are moving and i hope it will continue to stay this way. if so, by end of the year... wooohooooo!!! i can just travel travel and travel!

*damn this emotion is hard to find a pic for but i think this will kinda do except i would prefer it being a dog.

weather forecast: drizzle

shooting star 流星 (liu xing) is the common name for the visible path of a meteoroid as it enters the atmosphere to become a meteor.

'can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky is like shooting star? i could really use a wish right now'

have you had one of those days where you are just pretty slow and there is no sense of urgency at all? today is one of those days for me.

also things have not been going that well for me ... money wise. quite stress out. sigh.

ironic

irony 讽刺 (Fèngcì)-(from the Ancient Greek εἰρωνεία eirōneía, meaning hypocrisy, deception, or feigned ignorance) is a situation, literary technique, or rhetorical device, in which there is an incongruity or discordance that goes strikingly beyond the most simple and evident meaning of words or actions.


damn bloody ironic as i was nearly more than 50% to close my deal and big money will be rolling in. but instead a property that has not been of interested to anyone suddenly was bought by any party. it is frustrating!

The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alive!

weather forecast: windy

wind 风 (feng) - a force of nature that you can feel but cannot see

it has been awfully windy lately here. perhaps the world weather has gone cuckoo. the wind chills kinda remind me of the time i was in Melbourne freezing my ass off. i ain't a fan of cold.

weather forecast: raining balls

football 足球(Zúqiú) - The game of football is any of several similar team sports, of similar origins which involve, to varying degrees, kicking a ball with the foot in an attempt to score a goal.

everyone is suffering from world cup fever at this moment. so whoever that is not shan't bother whoever that is. i don't know but i don't care much about footie no more. i remember i used to go ga-ga over all the guys, sticking posters all over my room. my schoolmates and i used to compare notes on who is better looking and which team is better ... ie: man u vs liverfool.

but now, sad to say...the guys for this year's world cup errmmmm tak boleh pakai. my friend said cos they are all too young for an aging me! hahahaha! young and yummy never mind, i can still take.

annoyance

annoyance 烦恼 (Fánnǎo) - an unpleasant mental state that is characterized by such effects as irritation and distraction from one's conscious thinking. It can lead to emotions such as frustration and anger.


actually don't think the chinese words describe the whole gist of annoyance but who cares rite?

well, i can say i am annoyed by a few things lately. last night at my mum and aunt for saying they don't want to eat lunch. if they would have said earlier, i would have made the trip to visit my other aunts. but now that they don't want to have lunch so means i did not get to see my aunts who came from afar.

then i am annoyed at my partner for not doing work. saying sorry the first few times is ok but after that it just gets annoying. no work no pay. then no point complaining about no money. yah... i am no better off cos i do procrastinate maximum. but this is kind of not acceptable. and i am super annoyed! sigh! but working as partners and as best friends too, gotta give and take i guess. what i can do is to do it myself, can't count on people to do it. even when i was away, she was not really on top of things following up. i get the fact that suddenly it could be too many things to follow up but it's just 5-6 things that needs to be done so just do it! how hard can it be? so now, i just rant and rant then it's back to business...

i am just annoyed today!

family problems

family 家庭 - In human context, a family (from Latin: familiare) is an exclusive group of people who share a close relationship —a unit typically (or "traditionally") composed of a mated couple and their dependent children (procreation) in co-residence.



my mum and my aunt is here from up north. apparently, there is an emergency in the family. i learnt that my grand-aunt has bipolar disorder. i have heard of it the term in one of the American series and did not think that it would be this serious.

on top of that, my aunts and uncle (2 daughters and 1 son) is not making the situation any better. no one is a perfect son or daughter but the basic stuff should do and do it out of your heart. but then again, based on level in the family i am still consider low so no say.

it's quite disheartening to see people treat their parents so bad. yah i admit, i don't want my parents to live with me but that doesn't mean i won't bother about them or take them out for dinner or talk to them. i hope that things will get better for my grand-aunt. like my aunt say sweet beginnings (for she had people taking care of her) to bitter endings (cos it would seem that now her kids don't want to take care of her) for her.

on top of that, i heard the ultimate news. apparently my cousin has not been attending college for 1 1/2 years. which means he cannot complete his degree. sigh i hope it will get better for him.

weather forecast: sunny

prince charming 白马王子 - he is the prince who comes to rescue of the damsel in distress, and stereotypically, must engage in a quest to liberate her from an evil spell.

have you ever wonder what happen to prince charming or sleeping beauty that you heard about when you were younger during bedtime story? well, i wont say they don't exist. depends on what is your definition of a 白马王子.

in this modern day fairytale, a 白马王子 can be that round looking guy who holds the door open for you or text you to see if you are home safe. he could be that tall balding guy with a comic look who patiently waits while you shop. afterall, i guess you can say those guys did rescue you from a certain situation at that point of time.

then again, i don't think we do need much rescuing nowadays. i think if a guy respects you, treasures you, cares about you, loves you for who you are no matter what then he is the 白马王子.

reality aside, of cos...every 白马王子 a girl dream of would be a guy who does the rescuing but yet manage to do it charmingly and romantically and manage to look yummy at the same time. a girl can dream right? my 白马王子 i s this dimple guy on the left.

at the end of the day, who said someday my 白马王子 won't come? just that he won't be riding on a horse and look good doing it. instead he probably be trying to hold on for his dear life.

weather forecast: drizzle

drowning 踩水 - To kill by submerging and suffocating in water or another liquid

其实我不知道我自己在做什么。我只是觉得好像我淹死。怎么我还只是踩水，不浮动？我是不够努吗？它必须是。我要加倍努力，如果没有我一定会被淹死...

weather forecast: drizzle

world cup / 世界杯 - 4 year once football championship


lately everything is about world cup - who kicked who's ass in the world today or yesterday. well, i have not been following at all. i just hear and perhaps give some comments here and there but otherwise no interested, don't know why. then again, if you can't beat them, join them so 南非世界杯，我终于决定支持阿根廷！

anyway, currently the only thing in my mind is money. and mine is running extremely low. if i don't get some soon, i probably need to be begging for some soon.

keep fingers cross and pray to god big time!

weather forecast: beautiful sunshine

Bali 巴厘岛 - an Indonesian island located in the westernmost end of the Lesser Sunda Islands, lying between Java to the west and Lombok to the east.


recently went for a break full of sun, surf and sea. most of the days when i wake up, all i need to think of is whether or not it is sunny outside so i can take my morning swim or a morning tan.

this time around i did two more activity that i have not done before - a bike tour that passes through a few local villages and paragliding which is pretty pricey but something i have been wanting to do for the longest time. other than that, its pretty much - wake, eat, chill, swim, tan, walk, drink, party (once! getting old already) and sleep.

heaven! i hope i can do this again very soon. check out the eye candies...yummy!

love

love 爱 - "Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own." --Robert Heinlein


"In real love you want the other person's good. In romantic love you want the other person."
--Margaret Anderson

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."
--Aristotle

"In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life."
--Bliss and Cerney

"Take away love, and our earth is a tomb."
--Robert Browning

"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."
--Roy Croft

"You're nothing short of my everything."
--Ralph Block

"I love her and that's the beginning of everything."
--F. Scott Fitzgerald

"Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one."
--John Keats

"I miss you even more than I could have believed; and I was prepared to miss you a good deal."
--Vita Sackville-West

"Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself wanting to become lost again."
--Unknown

"When a heart finds another, what's a cloud more or less in the sky?"
--Wolf and Page

"You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
--Sam Keen

"Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile."
--Elizabeth Browning

weather forecast: drizzle

weibo 围脖 - chinese version of twitter

recently i got myself a chinese twitter account called weibo. it is very popular with many asian artistes and i am following like a number of them. however after a while it's is pretty tiring and tedious because in order to know what they are tweeting about, i would need to copy and paste onto the google translator and then click submit. after that, if everything goes well i would get the whole idea but sometimes the words are jumble up and i would need to decipher it.

otherwise, it does help me to improve my chinese a lot seeing i pretty much want to take a shot at taiwan. gotta start posting more in chinese here too.

here is my WEIBO

indifferent

indifferent: that does not matter one way or the other; of no importance or value one way or the other



i am indifferent today even though it's a friday. but then again, i don't need friday for the weekend to come. another boring day which in fact, i should be doing my work but as usual sigh... i am procrastinating and it ain't good. my moolahs is getting really low. but then again, it being a friday, i would want not to spend it at home doing nothing...please let me have some plans.



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