habit: an acquired behavior pattern regularly followed until it has become almost involuntary
i love him but yet i am not in love with him. i am scared to be without him but yet i don't want him in my life. i want to be just me but yet i can't let go of him.
everytime i think of all the times we have together or all the things we have gone through, i just want to ask him to hold me in his arms. but i also know that it will be a different feeling for i want more and i don't know if he can give me more.
i am not being fair to him. i am hurting him but yet if i am not selfish, i will hurt me. i don't want that feeling of emptiness.
we have become a habit...
Used to us promising each other Be there or be square
Used to looking for the other when we open our eyes
But habits make us sluggish
No longer strong enough
To defend against loneliness
Used to the two of us sleeping in a single bed
Then we can sleep soundly till daybreak
If you leave
What can I do with my hands all tied up?
But most of all,
Used to the Happily-after
How do I get used to having my other half empty again
pS: it's a bit weird cos it's translated from a chinese song called 習慣兩個人
i love him but yet i am not in love with him. i am scared to be without him but yet i don't want him in my life. i want to be just me but yet i can't let go of him.
everytime i think of all the times we have together or all the things we have gone through, i just want to ask him to hold me in his arms. but i also know that it will be a different feeling for i want more and i don't know if he can give me more.
i am not being fair to him. i am hurting him but yet if i am not selfish, i will hurt me. i don't want that feeling of emptiness.
we have become a habit...
Used to us promising each other Be there or be square
Used to looking for the other when we open our eyes
But habits make us sluggish
No longer strong enough
To defend against loneliness
Used to the two of us sleeping in a single bed
Then we can sleep soundly till daybreak
If you leave
What can I do with my hands all tied up?
But most of all,
Used to the Happily-after
How do I get used to having my other half empty again
pS: it's a bit weird cos it's translated from a chinese song called 習慣兩個人
